so all my camps have ended . gone so quickly yet leaving pieces of them in my head ):
camps juz so rock my life lah . can make new friends and explores the inner u . im becoming the 'me' tat i wanted to be . i realized holding on to the old 'me' because of some reasons is juz being foolish . i feel much better now . not tat fake me . it doesn't matter if i lose some friendships here and there . if it's because of some reasons tat u wana brk this up , im sorry to sae . this is me . if u don like it , and u cant accept me this way . dan forget it . our friendship is actually so fragile . u've never made me feel tat i belonged . u've made me feel tat im juz struggling to cling on . it was juz to made me feel tat i was included in all this shit . which it wasn't at all . now , it's gonna be a new year . i'll start all over again . begin my new life and be the one i've always wanted to be . i don care if u look at me in another way . tat's the real me . and i tink im right to do tat (:

don wana tok abt tat liaos . tok abt camp day THREEEEE =D
so , i carried all those loaves of bread and everything else . heng got ppl help me . otherwise i'll be deadd . x( dan jiu go for combined prac . yay yay yay~ first love rocks . lala` erm . sae real derh . yanguang play the solo part abit weird . =x like it makes my mao zhan lidat . LOL . dono is he play too loud or use too much strength or wat . feel so weird . maebe huijia play better? =/ at least got more feeling inside ama . lols . dono lah . dan leh . go for games . got one is c hu make the most soap using the head lah . wah lauu . the soap so EEE derh lorh . BLACK colour . wah liao . so gross leh . dan i keep make and make and make . but like nth come out derh . in dee end zhi qiang grp win . waa~ our grp like so little ppl lorh . only 6 ppl including me . suck rite . wah liao . nvm . dan got one is play captain's ball wit tomato . LOL . so gross derh . dan another wan muz dip in mud -.- and another is 100 sec bu NG . aaaaaa~ we almost win . is the last wan hor . chee hao throw the tissue . dan yu yang not prepared yet . dan nv kiap dao . waa~
dan the last wan . WAH LAU . SUPER GROSS . dey put flour soy sauce chilli sauce brinjal EVERYTHING . all those chapalang shit EVERYTHING put inside . dan the game is dey mix the polka cards inside . is like dog and bone lah . dey sae the card and the no. dan go insie find . wah liew . dan those hu nv find the card muz forfeit . PIANGS . aaa~ so it was my turn . i go find find find . find bu dao leh . dan mei xiang dao got 2 cards stick tgt . dan the wan tat is behind is the card . dan marcus found it . eeeeeeek . dan 2 other ppl same as me . nv find the card . dan muz lie on the shit for 1o secs . wah liao . dan ltr come out . wah . my back so dirty . so omg . hq gay HENG lorh . nv kena derh . ass hole -.- dan ltr wash up . dan go for buffet!
dan erm . at night down dere crap . lols . bo chien so farni derh . lolololl . dan go to CO rm . down dere listen to stories . dan go for night walk . stupid derh leh . dono hu keep make my leg . dan blow my ear tat type . LOL . dan got one part my blindfold drop . dan i was like saw wat they were doing . muahaha . dan dey sae ltr don anyhow sae . so i was like yayaya okok . heh . dan go back tat time dono hu blow my ear . dan i go blow back . muahaha . =P
dan go back CO rm . i use slping bag . and i dozed off . ltr wake up crap again . dan ltr got free time till 3.3o . in dee end delay the time . arnd 4+ i slept liaos . ><" i don have the matress lorh . those idiots go steal mine -.- luckily i borrow hq slping bag liao . dan i jiu sleep till morning liao .
dan go eat breakfast . the nutella so fast finish !! zao zhi dao buy bigger wan . lols . dan dey all can go home liao . while me and yinghui hafta stay back do banner . hahaha . so fun derh . we climb inside the CO rm . and make alot noise with those percussion instruments . LOLOLOL . got me , yinghui , chairman , tootz , marvin , zhi qiang . ltr hx join us . whahha . down dere play alot . dan ltr faster climb out . ahahha . the metal bend dao leh . dan we jiu faster wipe the fingerprints and faster run away . hahaha . dan go hang banner . ltr hang the black wan . wahh . suddenly rain lorh . down dere slack . while me and hx in charge of untangling the strings . lol .
tat stupid jia sheng horrrrrrrrrrrrrr . hahaah . qian gu zui ren lah . cuz raining marh . dan we put our bags dere . he sae sure wont kena rain derh lah . dan ltr go back . WAH LAU . soaking wet leh . stupids derh . lols . dan he like so guilty . muaahha .
dan aftnoon marvin and zhi qiang take cab home . dan jiawei's mum fetch us home . dan lidat lorh (:

tdy heard tat our banner kena ppl take off and move to another side . wah lau . so jian . whichever cca hu did it . u SUCK lah . losers .